March 08, 2018 at 10:39 AM EST

It’s always difficult to go back and look at the work you did five years ago, but that’s just what The Fosters made its cast do to celebrate the show’s season 5 finale and 100th episode.

“I haven’t seen this in so long,” Maia Mitchell (Callie) says. “That haircut! Why?!”

“I like don’t even recognize myself,” Cierra Ramirez (Mariana) admits.

“We do a lot of laundry on this show,” Sherri Saum (Lena) realizes. (She’s not wrong — five kids means a lot of laundry.)

“We had instant chemistry from the beginning,” Teri Polo (Stef) says, choking up. “It’s just, it was love at first — I’m gonna cry — it was love at first sight. I love this woman and I don’t ever want to act with anybody else.”

And now we’re crying too, so you should probably just watch the video above.

The Fosters‘ two-hour season 5 finale and 100th episode airs Tuesday starting at 8 p.m. on Freeform. The show will return this summer for a short, three-episode series conclusion, which they just finished filming in Turks and Caicos last week. Mitchell and Ramirez, however, will be starring in a yet-to-be-named spin-off series.

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