By Ariana Bacle
Updated July 24, 2016 at 06:14 PM EDT
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Selena Gomez did some venting on Instagram Saturday when she posted a note about feeling “extremely inauthentic” at her Indonesia show that night.

“Not being negative about anything I’ve done,” she wrote in the caption. “I’m grateful for every single moment I get here — Indonesia you were LOUD and clearly inspiring. Love you so much.”

In the note, Gomez writes, “I’ve always told the truth.” “I’m always true to my word, I’ve shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally.”

Gomez is currently touring her most recent album, this year’s Revival. “Whether you’re my fan from the beginning or just barely even know one song of mine, I want you to be able to see this show and know that it’s possible for anybody to do what they love,” she previously told EW. “It’s not an untouchable thing, whether it’s singing or acting or getting out of your hometown. It’s bigger than just myself. I care about what people going to see and take away from this tour.”

See her full Instagram note below.