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EW Staff
June 23, 2015 AT 11:49 PM EDT

Kaitlyn Bristowe knows how you feel about her, Ian Bachelor Nation. Yes, she had sex with Nick on last night’s episode. Yes, she suffered the wrath of Ian. And yes, she could be losing one of her suitors in Shawn B., but the Bachelorette admits she’s not a perfect person in her latest blog.

“At the end of the day, I am a 30-year-old woman who was trying to make this experience as real as possible,” she writes. “I challenge anyone to go through this on national television and not make a mistake. It’s impossible.”

Head over to People to read her complete blog entry.

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